RIP (Tom Green) a.k.a.

this is for me to vent and cry not for sympathy or judgement

im fine, i just need to chill and cry n then go 2 bed
i have a runny nose, n crying dont help, my feet n back hurt from work, imhungry, i have a headache from n hair 2 tight at work, nim behind on homework, have to work @ 4am-3-pm tmrw 4 my dad and 5pm-10pm tmrw n noon-4 mcdonalds, n sunday noon-3 for dad n 4-10 for mcdonalds, n well just alot of shit going on and i just want to cry about my neighbor
he waslik 76 or so, went to both wars, had 2kids all of out of state wife died whn he was 40, then met is current partner,(pat, she is a girl) they never got married or had sex ( 2 old) but they were sole mates and companions, they would come oveevery month for a fried fish thing, n thanksgivng , easter, n we would go over hter in storms in the begginn cuz they possibly woul of made tornados then
we wouldgo over almost every storm cuz he made it fun,and it was justa time to sit and visit with no v lights or nuthin just amazing n he would bring over there news papaer EVERY day for us, and it was just sooo nice and if we made like chilli or n e kind of soup we would take them sum to freeze or eat or w.e and they loved it and she would send the bown back with some desert or w/e and well
HE WAS UST A AMAZING MAN
i could talk forever about them
he would tll me crazy strories about old knoxville or history, and i swear i would listen more in one hour than all of m history teachers in 17 years, he wow...amazing

and i think now, how she is all alone just a glimpse to the away from me sitting in her kitchen and calling all of there family and crying and all alone, it is just what my g-ma went through but i was there to hold her hand and wipe her tears, oh how i wish i was with her, however step mom said she was handling it well earlier and she took her sum dinner for tonight and lunch for tmrw and she should just be alone for awhile

sorry for typos, im kinda bawling..