Today is the day after christmas, and wow what a day. It began with me like waking up @ 6am to get all the snow off my car, total bummer and a half, then my stepmom and me went to pick up our new car (2009 Pontiac torrent) I love it, we got home her and my lil sis went shopping like 2 hours away to a toys r us to exchange some stuff, my dad and my older sis soon to b fiance went ice fishing, and me well I went shopping with one of my friends SOUNDS EASY!! NOT!
1) went to move car! its stuck on ice! yes ice! and i am already late going to pick her up, i was like sliding, and ramminga nd and even tried to push it! NO not a chance,so like a little baby what did i do, I called my dad haha i had to go forward to go backward, like get some oomph! (sp?) hhaa
2) went to get her, her house is like huge! and she has i swear like a mile driveway, which lucky 4 me, is covered in ice so i had to go slow as hell, and wait and wait, then she finally came to the door.
3) its like 45 degrees outa nd its been like neg 2 or and like neg 25 windchill (in F) so like it was freaking foggy as hell!! no joke
4) I wasa talking and talking and talking, and not her, not so much I knew she wasnt a talker like me but sheesh , talk about something, i havent seen her in 2 weeks because of christmas vaca!
so like do you think she isnt very fond of me( even though we are planning a KICKASS new yrs party) she has never hinted at not liking me, but if she cant talk to me then whats up, ya know sheesh??
Friday, December 26, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Am I ready?
Ive pretty much been single forever!
Im not saying in dont like being single, but im getting bored with myself, ive had kindergarden crushes on a few boys, but way more girls, I hear so many people complain about ah my boyfriend is lying or is he cheating, you dont hear about that as much with chicks. Just one of many upsides to liking both.
So I think I have found the most perfect person for me in my life at this moment. Like good looking, used to be friends, we are trying to become better friends now. I read all of her blogs, she is very talented, and knows alot about clothes, and makeup and hair, just like me (i wish i could do more things with those passions of mine, but my parents are well douches!) (in a loving way) so I can only dream of being as expressive as her...
Ive been like messageing her on myspace..hoping she responds, we have had a few short conversations, but they dwindle away in one day, from busy lifes. I dont wanan message her back, after like a two days of not talking..I really dont want her to think im like..a creep, or stalking her..I just want her to talk to me, and figure out, how much we could work.
1) have the same friends (well kinda) we used to the same school but I moved, I lost alot of friends when I moved from there, but I made more here, and lost them (growed apart) and now those people are friends with them. *sigh*
2) we live like 10 minutes away from eachother,
3) both want to live in Chicago
4) love blogs, and hair, and makeup, and fashion
and well I can think of a few more, I just wish I wouldnt of messed it up so much in the past, she says she can forgive me but can she really? I want her to, and she needs to and i know we will be amazing?
I cant tell her how i feel, she will prob be really creeped out
and well she jut brokeup with someone from another state, and she needs recovery time..im totally willing to talk for like ever before we going into anything, but golly she needs to talk to me and ask questions and totally go on dates, talk on the phone, watch movies in a cold basement so we can cuddle, pass out in a lawn chair, at a bon-fire, just normal things ya know,I love doing things like that =)
what do I do??
Im not saying in dont like being single, but im getting bored with myself, ive had kindergarden crushes on a few boys, but way more girls, I hear so many people complain about ah my boyfriend is lying or is he cheating, you dont hear about that as much with chicks. Just one of many upsides to liking both.
So I think I have found the most perfect person for me in my life at this moment. Like good looking, used to be friends, we are trying to become better friends now. I read all of her blogs, she is very talented, and knows alot about clothes, and makeup and hair, just like me (i wish i could do more things with those passions of mine, but my parents are well douches!) (in a loving way) so I can only dream of being as expressive as her...
Ive been like messageing her on myspace..hoping she responds, we have had a few short conversations, but they dwindle away in one day, from busy lifes. I dont wanan message her back, after like a two days of not talking..I really dont want her to think im like..a creep, or stalking her..I just want her to talk to me, and figure out, how much we could work.
1) have the same friends (well kinda) we used to the same school but I moved, I lost alot of friends when I moved from there, but I made more here, and lost them (growed apart) and now those people are friends with them. *sigh*
2) we live like 10 minutes away from eachother,
3) both want to live in Chicago
4) love blogs, and hair, and makeup, and fashion
and well I can think of a few more, I just wish I wouldnt of messed it up so much in the past, she says she can forgive me but can she really? I want her to, and she needs to and i know we will be amazing?
I cant tell her how i feel, she will prob be really creeped out
and well she jut brokeup with someone from another state, and she needs recovery time..im totally willing to talk for like ever before we going into anything, but golly she needs to talk to me and ask questions and totally go on dates, talk on the phone, watch movies in a cold basement so we can cuddle, pass out in a lawn chair, at a bon-fire, just normal things ya know,I love doing things like that =)
what do I do??
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